Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park

Memories consumeLike opening the woundI'm picking me apart againYou all assumeI'm safe here in my room(unless I try to start again)
I don't want to be the oneThe battles always choosecuz inside I realizeThat I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamI don't know why I instigateAnd say what I don't meanI dont know how I got this wayI know its not alrightSo ImBreaking the habitI'm breaking the habitTonight
Clutching my cureI tightly lock the doorI try to catch my breath againI hurt much moreThan anytime beforeI had no options left again
I dont want to be the oneThe battles always choosecuz inside I realizeThat I’m the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting forOr why I have to screamI dont know why I instigateAnd say what I dont meanI dont know how I got this wayI'll never be alrightSo I'mBreaking the habitI'm breaking the habitTonight
I'll paint it on the wallscuz I'm the one at faultI'll never fight againAnd this is how it ends
I dont know whats worth fighting forOr why I have to screamBut now I have some clarityTo show you what I meanI dont know how I got this wayI'll never be alrightSo I'mBreaking the habitI'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habitTonight