The SIGIT - GATE OF 15th

When I closed these tired eyes 

Sun sets to where it rises
Waking up being young and clean
Meet you there at the gate of fifteenth

I know.... I’m paralyzed
I know.... I wont make it right
I know.... I’m paralyzed
I know.... I wont make it right

These hollowed eyes
Wont make things right
These hollowed eyes

Wont make things

I dont remember being someone else
Took so long to be my true self
Then i blew it all on whiskey coke
Spent to create till i go broke
Plastic smile, worried mind
Reckless love and grudging seeds
Judging look,  a ripped out book
Jealous deeds for the friends in need

I know.... I’m paralyzed
I know.... I wont make it right
I know.... I’m paralyzed
I know.... I wont make it right

Plastic smile, worried mind
Reckless love and grudging seeds
Judging look. a ripped out book
Jealous deeds for the friends in need
Will I go to the middle east war
If I knew why I’m here for
Wonder wall standing tall
Sinking ship of an ancient soul